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so i didnt update all summer, im a dickhead. i really love Carlie Mayer lets just say that right off the bat. I love Carlie Mayer. the summers been all about her and when it hasnt, well quite frankly, its been sucking. tonight was huss's birthday. congrats huss you da man keep living brotha. hes a great guy. this summer though i guess its all about friendships and relationships, but i guess thats what life is actually all about. warped tour, the lumina, the golf, hotel meleo, esh, "Carrrmayyyyy!!!", DB4 partys, randan, austin santillo, playin softball is basically what it's all about. i dont regret anything this summer. im not gay, i actually do regret alot of things. this fall may be quite eventful. in the beginning of november is mine and Carlies 6 month anniversary and than it is Carlies birthday so we're heading to north jersey to go see the early november, cartel, new found glory, and hit the lights. should be a good time. i also might be heading out west for a couple of weeks with her to california. i dont want to jynx anything by setting it in stone because alot of stuff can go wrong but after that, the party rolls on throughout winter. i mean Halloween is before that. thanksgiving is in november, too. and than christmas and new years. its going to be a blast with Carlie. school is suposed to be easy like seniors. 07. fuck. party. beer. idk dude im hoping it lives up to expecations. i still dont smoke or drink. w00t. drug free is the way to be LOL. and im not writing in this for anyone except myself. thats why i didnt update all summer because i didnt need to. id just like to look back on this when im in college or an adult and remember my childhood one day, it'd be nice. id just like to remember all the people that were really there for me at all times. not just when i started being happy and when things started going right for me. theyre all great friends and i like them so much. but i really want to remember the people who were there for me when i wasnt doing to good and when i was down for a couple months and even though i havent been there for them or they havent been there for me or whatever happened, i still think highly of most of them. theyre good people somewhere, somehow.