May 20, 2006 00:08
today was cool. michelle stone's party was a hit in my eyes but it got cut short. oh well haha. carlie, marisa, carly, lauren, and I than proceded to walk to farleys where i paid for all of them. i love carlie so much. so then we walked to stop and shop. seriously fun like. it was cool. we played hide and go seek but like i know that sounds gay but it was just really funny like idk but it was just a nice time like enjoyable as hell. we walked back to michelles neighborhood where we got lost. i love carlie alot. so we got picked up in a little bit and i went to marisas house for 15 minutes where i drank lemonade.
my life has come to that i have fun when im hanging out with carlie and if im not, well im not really having fun. sometimes i dont think i pay enough attention to her as i can or should but sometimes i feel like i smother her. i can never get a happy median. tonight was good though and i love her so much.