Yeah, I know I never post here anymore, and probably the only person who is going to read this are russian spambots, but I am just... I don't even know.
( Possibly triggering for abuse, drugs, and past issues. )

I have floaters in my good eye. I see the doctor today at 3:15. I...hate everything and I'm scared out of my mind. If I...I can't. I can't go through months of painful recovery only to have everything go bad. It this happens, I'll be completely blind for at least three months. It would mean taking the semester off of school, and losing everything ( Read more... )