Jan 23, 2003 10:23
the last minute of this song makes me shiver.
every minute of last night made me shiver.
michelle has found herself in a happy place finally. i can sit and focus on all the profound negativity my life is partial to, and still take every scream as just an echo. i have lost so much, in the longest time of my life, the past 19 years. minus the last two weeks. never before has everything not only seemed worth it, but priceless at the same time. this is the whole deal, guest list, back stage, after party... i have front center. i have the mic. as many times as its come down to this in the past, this is the first time i am singing. and it sounds so good. he sounds so good. i could just lose myself in him, but id know where i was going. last night was a breath at a time.
i asked
people in love can have sex, but can people that dont know their in love yet make love. he said either way, this would be beautiful. never before has a response left me speachless, as someone else has found better words than my own. and as i look at myself as such a writer, he is truely the poet. he is the words on the tip of my tongue. he is not the final thought in my head, but instead the thought that bleeds onto another in perfect position. there is no way to kiss him backwards, upside down, inside out, or wrong. the only way we dont lay still is the many ways we lay perfect.
god recycles people out of those that have died's hearts. when he made us, he used the same heart, right down the middle. and who's ever it was, when they died, it was still beating.
in the next generation, who ever is made from our hearts, they will live the happiest of their time.