now you say you want to talk i dont say you want to change i wont
i wont be at fault because i was the only one right. i wont feel bad because now you want to make me feel good. i wont hurt because this time your heart is breaking. i wont stay just because you want to change. this comes down to do's and dont's and ive done it all with you now im doing without you. you fell silent for too long as i just fell. im sorry you held it all inside but dont tell me i didnt strain to pull it out. dont take this as a complete drop of purpose, because there was never any point. im sorry you watched me throw myself into this, but now you can watch me fall out. and im falling out on both feet heads up. i leave you with good luck is all. its all i have for you anymore. cause my own luck ran out on you and took a turn for the better. good bye.
for anyone that has no clue to that, just know my life went from hopes for the better to it cant get any better. i never wanted to hurt him. he said himself i was a heartbreaker, but he had it wrong. i was just a broken heart. sheryl and i spoke and came to many conculsions of the final, that things need a final. no if ands maybes or buts. no this and that. no red and white make pink. the real world holds things in the perspective of its either this or that, not both. even though sometimes all at once maybe seeming great. i cant live life on putting together this and that, that dont fit. i now have this and this. i cant say i love you just because yu are left thinking its the only word to explain your feelings. im now feeling unexplainable emotions, and im good with that. just that. i dont have to change, i dont have to cut a piece of me off to fit. i dont have to take a piece of me away to blend. i now am the whole piece i should be, and i fit, and i blend, and nothing could make this seem wrong, or make me question. the answer isnt yes or no. this is just. yes.
he makes me smile for no reason which holds all the reason. no other holds me like him, touches me like him, kisses me like him. there is no one like him. and he likes me. we couldnt make this wrong if we tried.
for anyone that has no clue to that, just know my life went from hopes for the better to it cant get any better. i never wanted to hurt him. he said himself i was a heartbreaker, but he had it wrong. i was just a broken heart. sheryl and i spoke and came to many conculsions of the final, that things need a final. no if ands maybes or buts. no this and that. no red and white make pink. the real world holds things in the perspective of its either this or that, not both. even though sometimes all at once maybe seeming great. i cant live life on putting together this and that, that dont fit. i now have this and this. i cant say i love you just because yu are left thinking its the only word to explain your feelings. im now feeling unexplainable emotions, and im good with that. just that. i dont have to change, i dont have to cut a piece of me off to fit. i dont have to take a piece of me away to blend. i now am the whole piece i should be, and i fit, and i blend, and nothing could make this seem wrong, or make me question. the answer isnt yes or no. this is just. yes.
he makes me smile for no reason which holds all the reason. no other holds me like him, touches me like him, kisses me like him. there is no one like him. and he likes me. we couldnt make this wrong if we tried.