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[a_poetic_vindi]

my head feels terrible..........need to vent.......raw

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made an incredible amount of sense thank you

[a_poetic_vindi]

-smiles- your words are also very powerful. like a sword and a light....cutting things out of my thinking process that had no need to be there and illuminating areas that are still developing

extracted much from your words. gentle humbling reminders of lessons forgotten.....

-be patient.........a work in process...that i am

-to be content with whatever state therein.....is the epitome of joy....happiness in it's fullest state

-understand...please...engross...love...develop myself......because if i can not understand love nor motivate......myself

how can i distinguish and appreciate another's qualities...their destiny...how can i myself motivate them there....if i can't keep keeping on in the infinitesimal

my words last night.... direct reflections of putting work before self and allowing myself to become an insomniac........
words became a purge of vexation

mind vexed....being that it was not being properly cared for

i slept....listened to your acumen

and today....joy came

-tills the ground begins and prepares the seeds-

i think i'm ready to start my garden

lots of growing still needs to take place....but i'm up for the challenge

thank you, that [your words] was soooo needed