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My mind is just going crazy. The imagination, which before was a place of refuge and fantasy, now clutters the small space in my head until I become a comatose vegetable with a migraine. Even now, I'm just sitting here, writing just to write with the sweet and soothing voice of Gorillaz playing in my headphones while I try to type with my eyes closed. So far so good. I need to compile a list of things I need to do for the next week otherwide I'm going to be bored as hell; maybe taking off work wasn't such a good idea, but I'm so tired of that place.
I'm beginning to tire of the nature of people around me, but then I might as well begin to tire of myself. I'm acting the same way as the people I hate do...sometimes. I have the good graces to catch myself most of the time, but usually I act like an idiot and don't realize it.
I miss Jon; I saw Casino Royale today with my talkative freaking parents (God help me) and for some reason seeing that movie made me miss him. Queer I know...
Ok, list for this week. I need to get something productive done:
♥ Start on that english paper that I have. If I don't freaking buckle down in school I'm going to be worthless.
♥ Go to Aldridge Gardens and take some more sweet pictures.
♥ Make a decent website for my pictures and chuck deviantART into the wind.
♥ Clean my room.
♥ Finish organizing my christmas presents..do that next.
♥ Move the sewing machine out of my room and back into my moms. She's had a couple of weeks to clean that shit up and now she's lost her chance.
♥ Make an appointment at the university of montevallo and figure myself out so I can secure and my damn future.
♥ Spend some down time with Jon. We need it.
Ok that's enough of that shit. Fuck this crap to the wind I need some Advil.
I'm beginning to tire of the nature of people around me, but then I might as well begin to tire of myself. I'm acting the same way as the people I hate do...sometimes. I have the good graces to catch myself most of the time, but usually I act like an idiot and don't realize it.
I miss Jon; I saw Casino Royale today with my talkative freaking parents (God help me) and for some reason seeing that movie made me miss him. Queer I know...
Ok, list for this week. I need to get something productive done:
♥ Start on that english paper that I have. If I don't freaking buckle down in school I'm going to be worthless.
♥ Go to Aldridge Gardens and take some more sweet pictures.
♥ Make a decent website for my pictures and chuck deviantART into the wind.
♥ Clean my room.
♥ Finish organizing my christmas presents..do that next.
♥ Move the sewing machine out of my room and back into my moms. She's had a couple of weeks to clean that shit up and now she's lost her chance.
♥ Make an appointment at the university of montevallo and figure myself out so I can secure and my damn future.
♥ Spend some down time with Jon. We need it.
Ok that's enough of that shit. Fuck this crap to the wind I need some Advil.