shipping up to boston

Jan 07, 2008 19:40

"Just remember, even though you didn't open up to me, I thought you were such an amazing girl. I saw through the huge wall you put up...just a lil. And it was enough for me to realize what I lost. But that's life. And you're still a great person. Please don't be afriad to show your feeling. I hope you decide to keep someone close someday..."

An amazing girl wrote me that note and stuffed it in a beautiful locket. I put the locket on with a promise to myself that I was going to keep someone close one day and just open up.

I spent the last week quite down. And I hate when I'm down, b/c I like to be the positive happy girl. I really didn't understand why i was so down. So what, another guy left, who cares there are plenty of guys and girls out there and my favorite game is going out and finding them. But I didn't really wanna go out and find any. There was something about this guy. I still don't know why I can't tear myself away from him. I guess he's just special.

So friday night, I sat at the bar having some drinks with some of the besties. I needed to go out to just drink it all away. Out of no where, I started bugging out. And somehow came up with the genius idea to go to Boston and find this guy. So as the story goes, I hop on a 3:30AM bus up to Boston. As I rode up I held on to the locket the whole time. I get there and hang out with Joan for a little waiting for him to call me. He calls, we meet up, we hang out, spend the night, and in the morning I bounced.

Theres something about just laying with him that puts me in such ecstacy. So that's my cute story. I fell for a boy and followed him to Boston. I'm not sure if thats the end or there's more to come. Only time will tell. But I'm happy now.

I think the Sara we have all come to know and love has fallen for someone. And this just....isn't normal. But I kinda like it.
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