sometimes

[a_hoy_hoy_matey]

sometimes, just sometimes

i wish i was depressed again,
that may sound weird,
but writing was an outlet for my
depression, and the work
that was coming forth from it
was unbelievable. . .

I really miss writing, but
it seems as though, I never have
time to do it. . .

I just want to start likin' someone,
and then just get my heart crushed,
just so i have that extra emotion
;x. . .

and everybody knows it. . .
no they don't. . .

i have a big day tomorrow,
but if i'll follow through, that's
another thing!

..//..There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide..//..

you're stuck in my head
ingrained in my thoughts,
i try to filter you out
but i'm contaminated by your touch
and endulged by your quarter beat words.
pant. ;x