so

[a_hoy_hoy_matey]

as a last resort, well not exactly

but I'm goin' to start pourin'
out my feelin's w//:out any
remorse for myself.

i see that none of my lj friends
are active, so i feel as though
i'm safe enough to post some deep thoughts,
i mean i can always make it private, right?

sometimes my mom is really mean,
i'm mean too, why am i like her so much?
i don't get it, nor do i think i'll
ever want to understand it.

there's just this underlying unacceptance
that kills.

you are my sunshine,
my ONLY sunshine ;]

i need a new sunshine!
'cause this last one felt like a
total eclipse ;x