heard

Jul 02, 2008 00:53

i heard you, hearing me. distance seems to accelerate the sound and bear witness over time line to crime scene, alone with obscene thinking, sinking to drinking and brinking on breakdown. and yet, the sound. my word, perverse and all curse , asail the raw nerve, detail the lost love and call to all heard. take a long turn and face the false hope and dreams that all broke and left behing notes strung in your throat.

i heard the words too, late in the night at silent and still, the phone waking and shaking each from nightmare scream to vibrate and ring. heart race the last case of identity mistake, maybe this time it wont be bad news. maybe i wont lose another brother.....or two

a cringe in my tone, i take the news home. a name whispered over sob laden story. a tale of tragedy unintentional end, desperate friends and dying, last words from rash whims. heartsbeat slow. im thinking of them, all that have gone.......and the calls that have come. all the tears that have burned on the cheeks of loved ones and biting my tounge, slow like blood in the snow, i turn and i run. away from the heartache, away from the nothing that its become, away from my home.
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