Jul 02, 2008 00:51
i watched from sidewalk safety. she had made an unexpected move unprovoked. was i to react in similar fashion? should i have smiled and made good my passing by?
green eyes, they were. she was giving it everything she had left. one final risk, on last roll, this time will be different, he'll not let me go. but i did.
as if i had not seen her, i continued the way i go. to that light and turh right. thinking all the while i should turn back. and she stood there unnoticed, it seems, with another heartful of broken dreams. in those eyes i still see her screams. <.
too close, almost. and the walls come crashing in. i have only tried to teach her strength. to stare pain full in the face unflinching. instead, i taught her to hate. "im sorry, but this isnt who i am." and on and on to the next great mistake