Totally Weak

[a_hidden_lie]

First before you read this don't be offended by me. I just wanted to use this as a source of topic and help me express my own thoughts and feelings on religon. I found this on my friend liesie's journal www.deadjournal.com/~liesie

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[xtomorrow2latex]

I remember talking to you about religion with Kalea and AJ. And then somehow a bunch of other people joined in on the conversation. And everyone (except Kalea) seems to think that there is a God up there, he's just not the way everyone says he is.

I still don't know what I think about it. Like they said, I see believing in God as believing in Santa Clause or the easter bunny. Like.. once you hit a certain age you don't believe in them anymore because by then it's a proven fact that they definetely aren't real. And scientists have proven that a lot of things in the Bible aren't possible. And I can't see how it's possible for God to be real. But when you hear about it all the time, it's kind of hard to think anything else. I don't know. I guess I'm just thinking that if he's not there, then where do we go when we die? I was talking to someone about it today, and I was saying how I don't think I'd worry about dying now if I actually knew where we went when we died. And I know even when I'm old, I still won't know but I guess I'd be able to face it better.

I think a lot of people that say they believe really don't believe, but they're afraid that when they die, there might actually be a god, and they don't want to go to hell or something. I don't really know.

Then there are other people who believe what their parents tell them. They have absolutely no idea what they're talking about. They just go along with whatever. Which.. is pretty gay.

And then there are people who are in church every sunday and preaching to everyone about god, but every other night of the week, they're out getting drunk and banging everyone in sight.

I don't see how there's some person living in the sky telling everyone that it's wrong to curse and steal and have sex before marraige. Supposedly god is some really forgiving person, but if you screw up too many times, you go to hell, where you're tortured for eternity. It doesn't make any sense at all.

And I don't see how hardcore christians can get so pissed off when people try to question god. I think they just don't want to hear it because they don't want to not have something to believe in. AKA, they're weak.

But basically, I've spent a lot of time thinking about it.. and I still don't know what to believe about it. I doubt I ever will.

Exactly

[a_hidden_lie]

Nothing is ever certain! And that's a problem!

thnx mere!
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