S-O-V
& Then it was all gone.
Er, well some of it.
Half?
I just spent the past week with pretty much 4 people.
I lost my job and it felt so great.
But still so so so depressing because I love money. Lots and lots of money.
Anyway, on to the four people.
Andrea
Garlen
Chris
Murdock
Murdock was here visiting for his winter break. I had missed him so much, and it hurt more than I thought to watch him leave again. I love the guy. I really do. I don't know what to do.
Garlen and Chris were inseperable, not that I would ever try to seperate them. They're absolutely adorable together and he bakes good cakes ^^ Garlen also lost his job so we spent alot of time together.
The big shocker in all of this is spending time with my girlfriend, as depressing as that sounds. Today was the first day not seeing her after being with her for 3 or 4 days in a row. My brain exploded with happiness. I love her so much that it's just ridiculous.
Maddie Feeny also called me. It wasn't so much a suprise as it was just great! I miss her alot considering we used to hang out every other day. My job and such definately got in the way of that, plus alot of things. She called me today but I only got the voicemail, so I called her back and left her one as well. But she never called me back back. Eh well, I've got time now so I'll call her later <33
I was having a mild panic attack last night during the unseasonable thunderstorm. Part of it was the storm itself, but most of it had to do with the fact that something had happened to a cell phone tower nearby and I couldn't send/recieve texts and calls. I was going absolutely crazy not being connected to Andrea. When I woke up, I tried again, and it still didnt work. I tried and tried and tried until a text finally went through and it felt like a bolder was lifted off my shoulders, no exaggeration. A couple days before this incident, my LG phone had decided to randomly take a crap on me. Luckily I still had a few hundred dollars left from my past paycheck and was also eligible for the 2year upgrade thing. With my phone crapping, I lost a connection with Andrea. Thank God I was with her most of the time. Tonight we both fell asleep on the phone, but I just woke back up and remembered that I had told myself to update this more often then I used to.
As for my job, like I said, I lost it. Rather, I was layed off. It was whatever, I hated it anyway. The management was just too horrible to endure. Whenever Andrea leaves this morning is when I'll get dressed and spiffied up to go look for another, more sane, job. I miss my fellow casuals, though. I saw them more than any of my friends and now they're gone.
Sleep.
Er, well some of it.
Half?
I just spent the past week with pretty much 4 people.
I lost my job and it felt so great.
But still so so so depressing because I love money. Lots and lots of money.
Anyway, on to the four people.
Andrea
Garlen
Chris
Murdock
Murdock was here visiting for his winter break. I had missed him so much, and it hurt more than I thought to watch him leave again. I love the guy. I really do. I don't know what to do.
Garlen and Chris were inseperable, not that I would ever try to seperate them. They're absolutely adorable together and he bakes good cakes ^^ Garlen also lost his job so we spent alot of time together.
The big shocker in all of this is spending time with my girlfriend, as depressing as that sounds. Today was the first day not seeing her after being with her for 3 or 4 days in a row. My brain exploded with happiness. I love her so much that it's just ridiculous.
Maddie Feeny also called me. It wasn't so much a suprise as it was just great! I miss her alot considering we used to hang out every other day. My job and such definately got in the way of that, plus alot of things. She called me today but I only got the voicemail, so I called her back and left her one as well. But she never called me back back. Eh well, I've got time now so I'll call her later <33
I was having a mild panic attack last night during the unseasonable thunderstorm. Part of it was the storm itself, but most of it had to do with the fact that something had happened to a cell phone tower nearby and I couldn't send/recieve texts and calls. I was going absolutely crazy not being connected to Andrea. When I woke up, I tried again, and it still didnt work. I tried and tried and tried until a text finally went through and it felt like a bolder was lifted off my shoulders, no exaggeration. A couple days before this incident, my LG phone had decided to randomly take a crap on me. Luckily I still had a few hundred dollars left from my past paycheck and was also eligible for the 2year upgrade thing. With my phone crapping, I lost a connection with Andrea. Thank God I was with her most of the time. Tonight we both fell asleep on the phone, but I just woke back up and remembered that I had told myself to update this more often then I used to.
As for my job, like I said, I lost it. Rather, I was layed off. It was whatever, I hated it anyway. The management was just too horrible to endure. Whenever Andrea leaves this morning is when I'll get dressed and spiffied up to go look for another, more sane, job. I miss my fellow casuals, though. I saw them more than any of my friends and now they're gone.
Sleep.