"Close your eyes and sleep to dream."
I am a fucking zombie. I have been working overnight for a week and a half to do my reset and not get harassed by customers or Jonah, and it has totally fucked up my sleeping schedule. Fuck you, internal clocks.
There really isn't anything that exciting going on in my life. Dan and I had our one year anniversary on the first. Good times... Definitely good times. Dan got me The Notebook for Valentine's. And, as expected, I started crying as soon at it started playing (sadly, this is no joke). What a great movie.
And yeah, that about covers everything happening to me in the past however many days it's been since i last updated. That might sound pretty sad, but compared to the way I used to feel when things WERE happening in my life, I'd rather this be an uneventful time in my life rather than tons of things going on. Been there, done that. Besides, when things DO happen, they are usually not for the good.
Senior Year
What year was it? 2002-2003
What year is it now? 2005
What were your three favorite bands or musical artists? Dave Matthews Band, The Beatles, and um... something stupid like Michelle Branch
What are they now? AFI, Green Day, Brand New, The Beatles, The Killers, Dropkick Murphies, etc.
What was your favorite outfit? My khaki capris, AE tee with the mermaid, and light blue flip flops.
What is it now? Dark jeans, AFI hoodie, and vans
What was up with your hair? natural color: dark blonde
What is it like now? usually black and red, but currently growing it back to natural color so i can put blue streaks in
Who were your best friends? Emily and Erin
Who are they now? Dan...
Where did you work? nowhere
Where do you work now? CVS
What did you do after school? TV
What do you do after work/school now? hang out with dan or whoever else, read, TV
Did you take the bus? unfortunately
Do you still take the bus? unfortunately
Who did you have a crush on? Derek Zakowski and Dan Anderson
Who are you interested in now? Dan Anderson
Did you fight with your parents? my dad, yes
Do you still argue with them? yes
Who did you have a CELEBRITY crush on? Elijah Wood
Now? Tom DeLong
Did you smoke cigarettes? No
Do you now? nope
Did you lug all of your books around in your backpack because you were too nervous to find your locker? hell no. by senior year I learned not to carry books at all. A notebook and a pen were plenty.
Did you have a 'clique'? I guess
do you have a clique now? No
Did you have "The Max" like Zach Kelly and Slater? Like somebody I looked up to? no way.
Admit it, were you popular? nope, but i wasn't a loser either
Who did you want to be just like? the girls with boyfriends
Who do you want to be just like now? I'm fine with myself, thanks
What did you want to be when you grew up? A doctor
Are you what you wanted to be? most certanly not
Where did you think you'd be at the age you are now? God no. I should be finishing my sophomore year of college. But, alas, poor decisions and things I couldn't control have put me where I am now: someone who had all the chances and opportinities in the world and allowed them to get away absorbed in nothing but destroying their mind both physically and mentally, even when given second chances. Fuck... I messed up big time...
There really isn't anything that exciting going on in my life. Dan and I had our one year anniversary on the first. Good times... Definitely good times. Dan got me The Notebook for Valentine's. And, as expected, I started crying as soon at it started playing (sadly, this is no joke). What a great movie.
And yeah, that about covers everything happening to me in the past however many days it's been since i last updated. That might sound pretty sad, but compared to the way I used to feel when things WERE happening in my life, I'd rather this be an uneventful time in my life rather than tons of things going on. Been there, done that. Besides, when things DO happen, they are usually not for the good.
Senior Year
What year was it? 2002-2003
What year is it now? 2005
What were your three favorite bands or musical artists? Dave Matthews Band, The Beatles, and um... something stupid like Michelle Branch
What are they now? AFI, Green Day, Brand New, The Beatles, The Killers, Dropkick Murphies, etc.
What was your favorite outfit? My khaki capris, AE tee with the mermaid, and light blue flip flops.
What is it now? Dark jeans, AFI hoodie, and vans
What was up with your hair? natural color: dark blonde
What is it like now? usually black and red, but currently growing it back to natural color so i can put blue streaks in
Who were your best friends? Emily and Erin
Who are they now? Dan...
Where did you work? nowhere
Where do you work now? CVS
What did you do after school? TV
What do you do after work/school now? hang out with dan or whoever else, read, TV
Did you take the bus? unfortunately
Do you still take the bus? unfortunately
Who did you have a crush on? Derek Zakowski and Dan Anderson
Who are you interested in now? Dan Anderson
Did you fight with your parents? my dad, yes
Do you still argue with them? yes
Who did you have a CELEBRITY crush on? Elijah Wood
Now? Tom DeLong
Did you smoke cigarettes? No
Do you now? nope
Did you lug all of your books around in your backpack because you were too nervous to find your locker? hell no. by senior year I learned not to carry books at all. A notebook and a pen were plenty.
Did you have a 'clique'? I guess
do you have a clique now? No
Did you have "The Max" like Zach Kelly and Slater? Like somebody I looked up to? no way.
Admit it, were you popular? nope, but i wasn't a loser either
Who did you want to be just like? the girls with boyfriends
Who do you want to be just like now? I'm fine with myself, thanks
What did you want to be when you grew up? A doctor
Are you what you wanted to be? most certanly not
Where did you think you'd be at the age you are now? God no. I should be finishing my sophomore year of college. But, alas, poor decisions and things I couldn't control have put me where I am now: someone who had all the chances and opportinities in the world and allowed them to get away absorbed in nothing but destroying their mind both physically and mentally, even when given second chances. Fuck... I messed up big time...