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Jan 27, 2005 17:09

I got my computer back from my dad (hell yeah). I have to pay him $50 a month for it (for fucking 20 months), but that means that I can have MY computer that's just the way I want it. So even though I'm paying up the ass for it, I'm still getting it.

Yesterday and Tuesday were that beauty advisor seminar in Oakbrook. It was boring as all hell, but I'd say I more than made up for it in free stuff. Johnson & Johnson's alone gave us each at least $250 worth of makeup and skin care products (including their ENTIRE spring cosmetics line), but there were also Revlon and Almay, Lumene (which, if you haven't heard of, is an increadible brand from Europe sold exclusively at CVS. It's really amazing shit.), and Proctor & Gamble (which, along with owning the world, owns Max Factor, Cover Girl, Olay, Pantine, and Clairol). So, all things considered, I made out pretty well. So I'd say it was definitely worth my while going.

When I got my check today, I thought about how much Jewel sucked to work at. Witht he same hours, I make almost three times what I made there in a week. Hooray for money.

Like I said before, I'm sorry I'm not who I was. I can't be that person ever again, and I can no longer pretend that I am. I will not be a facade. A major change in a person's life can lead to changes in the very heart of who they are. Or, who they were, rather. And I'm sorry for the consequences that brings. I am horribly disappointed and sad about the way everything in my life turned out, but I can't be what I'm not.

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