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[a_dutch_girl]

i'm such an alcoholic...

when i'm sad and lonely(such as today) i look around and everyoneelse is happy with their spouse/copanion.

awhile back blair asked me to write down my ideal relationship... and to tell you the truth, i have some idea...

*doesn't have to hide something from me
*honesty
*compasion
*trust
*a man's man, not a ladie's man
*is comfortable with himself
*doesn't have to be the center of attention
*challenges me
*gives me a reason to put a smile on my face
*resepects me and others
*makes me laugh
*has a good relation with his higer power
*respects my virginity
*well dressed, but can also let loose and where sweats in public
*has goals and ambitions
*pushes me to acheive my dreams
*is humble
*someone who can put me in my place in the appropriate time/place
*willing to stand up for his morals and beliefs
*can sit through a game with me
*willing to let loose and dance (especially if they can't and are willing to just to have fun, but a turn on when they can)
*respects my sobriety
*wants to do something with his life and has time for me
*wants kids.. a lot
*shows PDA but not over-doing it

*keeps up with his hygene
*a smile that lights up a room
*gorgeous eyes
*acne-free
*alright..has a nice build and a pretty face