It was a dream.

All, blonde, sweet gentle flowing hair. Milky, pale skin--a smile to put the sky to shame.

It was only a dream.

I would welcome oblivion, if I am only to suffer from dreams of Lucy.

[melancholy, empty...]
She says wake up it's no use pretending
I'll keep stealing breathing her
Birds are leaving over Autumn's ending
One of us will die inside these arms

Eyes wide open
Naked as we came
One will spread our
Ashes round the yard

She says if I leave before you darling
Don't you waste me in the ground
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It would be far too redundant to say how much this place displeases me...it is times such as these I wonder why I don't develop the habit to drink--excessively.

I won't of course...the idea is merely...tempting. As my other vices cannot be sated in a world where the dead do not stay dead.

T'is the first day I may return to work since all of...-this ( Read more... )

Pirates...ridiculous....

Such an unwanted dream. Red day, red morning...dripping sunlight rubies, a..roaring fire, as horrible and bright as the mouth of hell, belching black smoke, clouding the sky. All the birds were dying...lying among bodies, in dark pools of sick, filth, and crimson. And I saw Lucy's face....

...The Corinthian, I will not make ( Read more... )

Lucy...

........LUCY....beautiful, virtuous Lucy...

Forgive me..

[ooc: His regrets will forever be the loss of Lucy and Johanna.]

....Lucy...

..Lucy....LUCY....my lucy, what have I done, what have I DONE, WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!! LUCY!!

Where is she...where is she--my wife...she was just...I had her...I had come home...

...where...what stinking, rotting darkened crevace have I fallen into? What Hell have I wrought for myself...

Lucy...

[ooc: Welcome Sweeney? <3 He's by the fountain, ( Read more... )