you always thought i was stronger.
Hold your breath; lock your heart; make your eyes cold.
Breath in so deep; breath me in one last time.
remember me tonight when your sleeping; because talk is cheap.
what am i so scared to lose? or maybe its i am scared to win?
You still make me contradict myself. I am getting better; so much better. or maybe worse. I notice how when your around these days i hold back. i pretend i dont care; i pretend i never think about you. Truth is I do. and i know it bothers you; but i cant handle to be let down again. and in a sense i feel like this is a game. i get to hear the things you say to your friends; and your mom. It makes me happy to know you still think about me. and i love when you blurt things out at me because your so mad. I am glad i hurt you; how does it feel? How does it feel your chasing me and im not chasing you?
Secretly i always will need you.
but i refuse to ever tell you how much these days.
I hope your mistakes give you the time to think like you need.
Breath in so deep; breath me in one last time.
remember me tonight when your sleeping; because talk is cheap.
what am i so scared to lose? or maybe its i am scared to win?
You still make me contradict myself. I am getting better; so much better. or maybe worse. I notice how when your around these days i hold back. i pretend i dont care; i pretend i never think about you. Truth is I do. and i know it bothers you; but i cant handle to be let down again. and in a sense i feel like this is a game. i get to hear the things you say to your friends; and your mom. It makes me happy to know you still think about me. and i love when you blurt things out at me because your so mad. I am glad i hurt you; how does it feel? How does it feel your chasing me and im not chasing you?
Secretly i always will need you.
but i refuse to ever tell you how much these days.
I hope your mistakes give you the time to think like you need.