i will lay your shit out. the end.

[a_beautifulmess]

yesterday was good. today was ok. i did some of my work. ugh.horrible. man i really hate mr. c. he has to stop being a fucking asshole. seriously. anyway... today, yeah. amusingness with sam!! *wink* "IT'S A LIGHT HOUSE! WITH AN AIR HORN! YOU CAN'T MISS IT!!" lmao... really funny stuff in church with catherine... mainly discussing how much of an ass mr. c is and the fact that there is never an excuse not to do your italian work. even if you're bleeding from the eyes or something. lunch was good. i've become obsessed with snickers! they make me happy. i came home and hung out with courtney!!! this is when my day got fun. not only because courtney is just awesome, but because i got to be a fucking bitch today. i blacked out on gilpin. it felt so good. and he deserves it. then me and courtney walked around and talked about lots of stuff. i went to dunkin doughnuts and got hot chocolate. it made me warm and happy inside. we went back to courtneys and dave called... that was amusing. then as i predicted, he came over to try to defend his buddy. i give him props for attempting to go at it with me. it's not an easy thing to do. it was so funny. courtney and the other justin were laughing. dave kept backing away and getting scared. he sat on the ground at one point cuz i just kept walking twd him yelling. i thoroughly enjoyed myself. then courtney had to go in. i finished. dave walked me home. mom came home and we talked a little. eileen wants me to go to abyss tomorrow but my mom said no. grrr. i kinda want to go. =/

i'm in a happy mood for many a reason. i find myself randomly smiling in school again....

i just really hope it doesn't get all fucked up againnnnn.....

i really have to write to julie. hmm. i think i shall do that tonight.

tomorrow will be fun. more confrontation. yayyyy. today i feet like the old me. it was so great.

everything is perfect.
.. yet for some reason i'm still doing really fucked up shit. oh well. nvm.

THE END! =D