Driven To Destroy

[a_battle_lost]

Here we go again, another day of agony,
Infinite nightmare, can't shake this anxiety,
I feel helpless, this is paralysing me,
Wollowing in self-pity, trapped in purgatory.

Just cannot get away from this,
This is killing me,
I have no fight left in me,
Yet I am driven to destroy.

You're fucking kidding me, another day of misery,
Eternal blindness, fade into obscurity,
I'm still helpless but you're still attacking me,
Hoping for salvation, praying that I can be free.

I'll never get away from this,
This will finish me,
I have no fight left in me,
Yet I am driven to destroy.

Will I ever be free from this anxiety,
My patience is wearing thin, but I have hope,
I'll be myself again.