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i feel all different types of emotions right now. i feel really down i dont know why i just feel alone. i know im not i have an awesome boyfriend but sometimes i dont think he gets me.. but i love him anyways he tries. he makes me feel happy just sometimes when im alone i think about my life and what have i done with it? nothing. just some nice memories and some really relly bad ones!!! people keep asking me what college im i going to what im going to do with my life.... my answer is I DONT KNOW! i know i want to make a difference i want to be a lawyer i dont think that i can im not smart enought. i dont know i feel like my life is falling apart but i know that its not!! i dont know maybe i have to really sit down and think everything out!!!