skeleton
today im really down i dont know why i just feel that the people who i called friends are people that i can no longer stand!!! i no longer go to lunch i sit in the library alone because i can not stand to see them throw away their life to drugs. i hear the deals go down all around me and i can see in their face that theres something up i wish that they would stop and realize that they are going to fuck everything up sooner or later. i thought that i would never be arrested for drugs, well that was a lie and now not being able to smoke i see the other things that i didnt when i was fucked up i didnt see all of me 'friends' snorting OC or heroin. i wish that they would see themselves what they are doing and then they would stop!!!!