UNACTIVE RPEEEE
sorry sorry again again!. im so unorganized. but now finally
fur suree. im become active. heres full update on my dull life. ++ pictures. :)
if i lose activeness AGAIN. which ill try not too. you'll almost always catch me
on myspace CLICK
add me. well chat it will be great.
well. im not gonna lie. things have been bad and good. but im starting over flipping over a new leaf.
ive recently appologized to an old friend for my faults. because i became a bch & took thigns out on her
i did that today. i feel really accomplished. ive had thousands of random breakdowns at school. i cant take it
but im dealing. my heart is a muscle. a muscle that needs some strength. i let boys get to me to much. i dont need them
they dont seem to need me. im holding on. but this boy . boy oh boy. we went out last year for a bit. but
no matter what for somereason i love him only him always. <|3 my friend. you know one of the many
prettier ones. moved in on him. attacked like an unexpected war. and took him.
but i can say taht i could care less. because im dealing with it. its obviously a sign
but im not sure what it means. ive appolgized to some other people too.
i compliment. & smile when i need to. i cry and break down pour my heart out when im supposed to
instead of ignoring it. trying to always appear strong infront of everyone.
i dropped that. i dont care anymore. im human i break and make sometimes
its what ive gotta do. ive grown up alot.
i relize my faults. im still not that conciterate but im trying
the boy that im forbidden to talk to . im not sure if i todl you about that
but. whatever.
well when i do talk to him he talks to me. like a person
he helps me i mean.
and i take his advice and it means alot to me.
he tell sme. the truth and doesnt lie to me just to make me feel better
he tell s me.
oh my gawd. he is so beyond amazing and his girlfriend
they are so cute. he deserves her so much. hes such a good guy
im extreamly happy for him :)
anyways back on to my life.
things at home are. you know.. how they've always been
but somehow im dealing with it all.
school. urgh this one pulled me down good
i didnt even notice. i thought i was doing good.
then one day i get my report. and all of a sudden im failing everything
excpet 3 classes.
my parents wont be ahppy about this one.
i got my phone taken away. i get it back at the end of the month though & i just got my computer back.
yesturday i hung out with an old best friend & some new friends.
- now for pictures -
that is deoderant. haha
orange = antoinette. white = ashley
the top is ashley [in the white] the bottom is julie [in the brown]
and for me. well ive got new friends. and i think im started to appreciate the finer things. the things you cant buy or package. or even define. just the things that were always there but i never seen.
yes ive done alot of growwing up.
but i still havent found myself.
pictures ..
well theres alot so just
look in my picture trail. you'll find alot there.
and see how ive drastically changed.
also add me on myspace. theres always new pictures there. see how im doing. im honestly
proud of myself.
i went threw old livejournals. and how much i ve changed. its been a okay year. it has been okay
mememeCLICK
thats it. im done :)
well ill try to be more active
i hope everythigns going good for all of you. Ive missed you all so much!