Well, I haven't updated here in ages. There's so much to say I honestly don't know how to even start. But if anyone's interested, I'm on xanga and myspace... I do myspace more frequently. I'll see everyone around. I guess I'm done with LJ. Later ( Read more... )

Good news: I can use my left ear now. So, that's cool. No more half deaf-ness.

Bad news: I have an assload of homework, so I don't really get to enjoy my new found hearing.

More bad news: I still feel just...eghh... I need some cheering up. Someone should help me with that. Doesn't matter how, just try.

Man, what a busy day... I need to finish my homework. Blegh.

Anyhoo, I got a new guitarist today. He's really good. Kudos to him for being completely dedicated.

I'm working on a new song. I'll post it soon when I'm done.

So yeah, my computer's been down. It's still kinda down at the moment. It doesn't let me sign on often. Kinda shitty. But, I'll be getting a new hard drive soon so everything will be cool again ( Read more... )

It's times like these that you start to wonder if you really need all the things you think you need. Do you need friends? Lovers? Intimacy? Romance? Sex? Love? Care? Talent? Medication? The ability to speak, hear, see, touch, or taste? Clothing? Music? Addictions? Family? Television? Radio? Do you need anything that you own? Do you REALLY need ( Read more... )

Ya know... I'm starting to really loathe the human beings I live with. Neither of my mothers have bought any groceries, so I don't exactly have food. My sister hasn't come back with cigarettes that she promised yesterday afternoon. My mother hasn't gone to fill my prescriptions... Family life sucks ( Read more... )

Reason for such anger - Bastards on myspace ruined Harry Potter for me. Now I know how it ends. Someone will die for this ( Read more... )

I have decided to put some direction into what I'm writing. I'm finishing up some songs. Then, I'm going to write the music for the ones I haven't already done that for. All the while, this whole thing is driving me crazy. I can't, for some odd reason, get my thoughts together enough to just say what I want to say. Everything's everywhere and I can ( Read more... )

Well, I've been writing. I've been writing a lot. I've gone through 46 different word documents just writing about different things... Songs, poems, prose... all of that. I don't really like any of it. But, I'm going to keep doing it until I finally get what I want ( Read more... )