Comments | _xchicka_peax_: -and in a chain reaction, i dissolve and break and then away i crawl.

_xchicka_peax_

-and in a chain reaction, i dissolve and break and then away i crawl.

Sep 26, 2010 23:54

things feel so different. i'm not miserable.. but i can't tell if i'm really happy at all. i'm kind of just blah.. school is draining me and when school isn't work is. i finally got put on as a lunch server at work. i start serving thursday. i guess i just feel like no one is around to care or give a shit as to what's going on in my life ( Read more... )

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___secondchance September 27 2010, 16:58:38 UTC

sarah, i would tell you the truth no matter what, even if it were to hurt your feelings.

i think you're perfectly fine. we all change, but i can tell you honestly you haven't changed for the worst, at all. i'm not even great of friends with dave and i know he's changed. i told you that before. the only thing that happened with you would be your changes at work or school starting.
ever think that the "kiss" is still affecting dave? he may do a good job at playing it off, but for him to say "you've changed" could be a red flag with a big arrow pointing towards that.

i miss you, babe.

_xchicka_peax_ September 27 2010, 17:32:35 UTC

our fight had to do with the new bitch he's talking to. she's super fake and i don't like her. i haven't met her and i can see a mile away her fake, tanning, smoking cigarettes, 18 year old ass isn't right for him (first time they hung out they were talking about boobs and she stuck his hand up her shirt). not to mention he's been distant and we barely have hung our for the last couple months since him and kelsey broke up. the reason he got really mad at me was because kelsey has been helping me out with school. she's been letting me borrow her books, helping me schedule and understand the work i'm doing. she is a sweetheart. he has the idea in his head that she ruined his life. her and i were talking. she said she didnt like the new girl.. i told her the hand up the shirt thing.. saying how i didnt like the chick. her and dave got in a fight and she brought that up.. he traced it right back to me and is now convinced i feed her all his secrets and life stories.. i don't. so i yelled at him for assuming, for being a bad friend the ( ... )