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i hate this..
i cant feel anything at the moment.
my hand looks disgusting, i'm proud and embarrased about it
i've been trying out new places, my arm, my leg, etc (*Must do thigh) but none of it has the same texture or feel as my hand..
i need a new razor.. this one doesnt cut straight anymore. I HATE THE ONES THAT AREN"T STRAIGHT, no i really do i dont get any release or feeling or anything out of them other than hate.
i have to fake this for dylan.. the feeling. The looks, the words, everything. Its upsetting.. it should be upsetting.
its not right
i dont feel right..
Even delving back into old habits (SI) hasnt helped, infact its only made me more frustrated.. i cant get a straight line, its not sharp enough, deep enough.. anything.
i feel nothing.
I feel like nothing.. a nothing worthless stupid kid..
I feel.. nothing.
stop
i cant feel anything at the moment.
my hand looks disgusting, i'm proud and embarrased about it
i've been trying out new places, my arm, my leg, etc (*Must do thigh) but none of it has the same texture or feel as my hand..
i need a new razor.. this one doesnt cut straight anymore. I HATE THE ONES THAT AREN"T STRAIGHT, no i really do i dont get any release or feeling or anything out of them other than hate.
i have to fake this for dylan.. the feeling. The looks, the words, everything. Its upsetting.. it should be upsetting.
its not right
i dont feel right..
Even delving back into old habits (SI) hasnt helped, infact its only made me more frustrated.. i cant get a straight line, its not sharp enough, deep enough.. anything.
i feel nothing.
I feel like nothing.. a nothing worthless stupid kid..
I feel.. nothing.
stop