I can't pretend I don't care... When you don't think about me...
ok well i'm just venting on this entry cuz i'm in a pissy mood...
i swear i wish i didnt care what anyone in this world thougth about me cuz i cant take it anymore i've always been the type of person to care what people think of me so i use to watch everything i did cuz i dont take critizim to well at all... lol i'm not emotional strong in other words haha... people and their drama make me hate high school whatever happen to oh yea best four years of your like!! what a fucking joke is sure isnt the best four years lol... i swear life would be so much easier if people didnt open their mouths about stuff they have no idea about... if it means that much to you to know peoples business atleast have the decentsey to ask them for the gossip cuz i know its high school and everyone wants to know but get the truth before telling everyone so the stories dont get messed up and more rumors added to it.. i swear i cant stand guys!! fuck every single one of them....
i seriously love sarah globig we talked for alittle bit last night online and i dont know.. i just can really relate to some of her situations its good to be able to talk to someone like that!!! she knows a few of my secrets.. hehe :)
ugh and i'm kinda stressed about homecoming i just want it to work out and i have no idea in this world how i want my hair to be and if it looks bad then the days ruined lol and i need to go get my nails done soon and pick out my shoes!!! hehe
and fuck fcat yea i had to make it up and it was easy i'll admit but i wish i only had to do it one time... but hey i missed 1st 2nd and half of 3rd so thats coooool....
listen to my country music to calm me down hahah
people need to update if i am!! lol jay kay