briging emo to a whole new level
i havn't been depressed like this in a few years. it kinda sucks. at least this time i know how to make it go away...just be with andy. a little though. but i must say i do miss my baby so much. i probably sound like a big love sick wuss but you know what? if oyu don't wanna read my complaints then don't check my journals any more. it's that simple. there's more events that i could allude to, but i see no reason to get my self in trouble so those of you who were there should be really proud of me :-) but i missed my golden oppertunity to hanfg out with my baby tonight, so naturally i am upstairs locked in my bathroon with dashboard playing on "repeat" in the back round...slitting my wrists. ok i shouldn't joke about that. but w/e. i'm really pissed at myself and i need more caffine than i've already had tonight. i'm out.