i could be decent yet

[_wildpognation_]

You know those days where you cant wait for them to be over, but you never want them to end, at the same time? Today was one of those days. I just felt really excited and just, pumped all day but I couldn't wait for it to be over. I'm so ready for Christmas. I don't care if I'm 18 or too old for Christmas or anything, I just cant wait, it seems like these days will last a year a piece. I just feel really confident though, I wont talk about it here, but yeah, It's cool. Oh and guess what?! Bruce is coming here for Christmas and I think the only way I could be any more excited is if Kelley was here as well. I just can't wait, I love Christmas. The day when nothing matters except family and getting to see what everyone got and everyone's faces when they see what you got them. I just love it. You get to sleep and not worry about getting up early to do shit and you get to relax and just, have a good time. I think its the one day that I feel fully content, out of all the days of the year. I think I'm going to go finish writing this paper and then come back online to see if Kelley is online. I hope she comes online tonight.
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and getting more ridiculous the more i think i ought to get my mind out of the gutter
it’s getting dangerous, amanda, god - you’re old enough to be his fucking...
my own private highway from the cradle to the grave
i save a bundle skipping middle age and saturdays

and i still wait for the cops to come where the station since bunred down
still convinced that they’ll pick me up for all the sins i committed in the back of the banged-up pickup truck

i’ve got autographs, backstage passes and leather jacket back patches up the...
ask me anything i’ve got evidence
single serving saccharine packets dripping black with lipstick kisses