Yeah, I need to go home.
I woke up at around 11:00 this morning and I had a really bad headache and my throat was really sore. I dont know why. Kristen and Holly were asleep so I just kind of layed there for an hour or so till Kristen woke up and made tea. Then we went out and stood on her steps and it was raining a little and we drank our tea and watched this kid ride his bike up and down the street for a few minutes. Then we went back inside and made some breakfast. Holly eventually woke up and didn't feel good at all so she stayed at Kristens house so she wouldn't get in trouble with her parents for being hungover. We just kind of talked for a few hours about so many different things like about when we were kids and the kinds of stuff we did and our past loves and our present loves and our future ones too. We talked about our families and just random things that popped into our heads. After a little while I got my crap back into my bag and rode my bike back to school. It took a little over an hour to get there, but it was kind of nice riding in the misty rain. It was very refreshing, it made me feel awake. I thought about a lot of things on the ride home, none of which I remember now, but at the time they were important. Christmas is next sunday and I have to say I'm very excited. I'm not sure why but I really want to see my family, like more than I usually would. I think I just need to see them again, even though it hasn't even been that long. It's just be really kind of lonely here, waking up and seeing the same old empty room everyday and no one to say good morning to. Yeah, I need to go home. Jade and Texas will be there and I'm kind of excited to tell them everything that has been going on. I have to say, not much has gone on, but it feels like I should have a lot to tell them. Maybe when I get started everything will roll out and I will be able to remember those little things that dont seem important anymore. Lets see, it's 5 in the morning and I don't quite have a lot to do. I wonder what everyone else is doing. I was talking to Kristen through email a few minutes ago because I couldn't fall asleep and I asked her what she'd normally do at 5 in the morning. She said that she would probably be checking her email, which is what she was doing, or reading, or if she was planning on going to bed, then she would be brushing her teeth and flossing or possibly whacking off. I checked my email and read some of A Brave New World and yet I resorted back to checking my email. Then I decided to go to bed so I brushed and flossed my teeth, however, I am still back here. I think I'm going to try to refrain from Kristens other idea and just lay in bed with my headphones on really quiet until I fall asleep. Goodnight.