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i feel like puking everywhere right now... i am so... everywhere right now. and all i keep hearing is "we have to hang out, you never call you never call" well guess what. i have a boyfriend. his name is christopher and we are practically married. we share a car, money and beds. where i go he goes and vice versa. i do not have a car of my own to get to your house nor do i have money to do anything. and i dont really like anyone enough to worry about hanging out with them. that certainly doesnt go for everyone but for most. i REALLY like to spend my time with christopher. he is my best friend right now and i couldnt get away from him if i wanted. but i dont want to, and i dont care if that makes me a "bad friend" because to tell the truth, i havent had very many good friends so im not worried about them thinking me a bad one. i am trying to make time for those i care about but i dont know what they want from me when i dont even have a working phone.
chris got rearended last week. so im just wondering why we are hated so much? what did we do? the car has broken 4 times since september and thats not counting the windows. WHY DOES THE WINDOW ROLL DOWN AND NOT UP?! why do we have to drive around with plastic flapping incredibley loudly next to my head? WHY?! we didnt do anything to it BUT FUCKING ROLL IT FUCKING DOWN! it is broken to simply inconvience us!!!! so anyway, he gets rearended and hits someone else. the guy who hit him drove away. the front is very messed up and the car wouldnt start back up. so friday we spend the day waiting for megan and bryan to come get us to take a look at the car, and i figure if bryan cant fix it then i will have AAA tow it to billys. well my phone breaks again- FOR NO FUCKING REASON. I DIDNT DROP IT. I DIDNT THROW. i even close it slowly so it doesnt slam!! WHY DID IT BREAK THEN!?! oh, because then if i didnt megan could have called and picked us up. but no, she never picks us up and chris and i assume the car already towed by the state. so i start crying again. then i think i should call AAA and tell them my story and see if they'll tow it without me there. NOPE. i even need $25.00 as well as be there because i used all my calls. AWESOME. cause i dont have $25.00. crying commences again. BUT AT LEAST I HAVE NO WORKING PHONE SO I CANT GET ANYONES NUMBER!!! worst day... but things got better the next day. turns of the fuel injection shuts off when you get hit in Ford and there a button to press in the trunk to fix it. it was like a cartoon. and we found out who hit chris so he might get some money. now i need my own car for school. cause i start tuesday. awesome.
anyway, irregardless of always WANTING to be with chris i need to get settled. i have been so crazy lately... i think school and him working will change that. but i fear it will only get worse. i need to work at least 20 hours a week and also school. im nervous. ah crap i need a job and i need money and a car and a working phone. DL'KJSA0GT[YDSGHOPSDHN
i miss danielle. arg. and erinn. arg arg.
chris got rearended last week. so im just wondering why we are hated so much? what did we do? the car has broken 4 times since september and thats not counting the windows. WHY DOES THE WINDOW ROLL DOWN AND NOT UP?! why do we have to drive around with plastic flapping incredibley loudly next to my head? WHY?! we didnt do anything to it BUT FUCKING ROLL IT FUCKING DOWN! it is broken to simply inconvience us!!!! so anyway, he gets rearended and hits someone else. the guy who hit him drove away. the front is very messed up and the car wouldnt start back up. so friday we spend the day waiting for megan and bryan to come get us to take a look at the car, and i figure if bryan cant fix it then i will have AAA tow it to billys. well my phone breaks again- FOR NO FUCKING REASON. I DIDNT DROP IT. I DIDNT THROW. i even close it slowly so it doesnt slam!! WHY DID IT BREAK THEN!?! oh, because then if i didnt megan could have called and picked us up. but no, she never picks us up and chris and i assume the car already towed by the state. so i start crying again. then i think i should call AAA and tell them my story and see if they'll tow it without me there. NOPE. i even need $25.00 as well as be there because i used all my calls. AWESOME. cause i dont have $25.00. crying commences again. BUT AT LEAST I HAVE NO WORKING PHONE SO I CANT GET ANYONES NUMBER!!! worst day... but things got better the next day. turns of the fuel injection shuts off when you get hit in Ford and there a button to press in the trunk to fix it. it was like a cartoon. and we found out who hit chris so he might get some money. now i need my own car for school. cause i start tuesday. awesome.
anyway, irregardless of always WANTING to be with chris i need to get settled. i have been so crazy lately... i think school and him working will change that. but i fear it will only get worse. i need to work at least 20 hours a week and also school. im nervous. ah crap i need a job and i need money and a car and a working phone. DL'KJSA0GT[YDSGHOPSDHN
i miss danielle. arg. and erinn. arg arg.