~"Lost and in Regression"~

[_vondracos_]

I still think about you every day,
realizing how I miss you filling me up with pain.
I remember a smile that you had just for me,
the light in you're eyes when I looked at you and nothing else.

When it's lust it takes only a few months to get over.
When it's serious love probably two years.
But when it's the great love you never get over it.
The great love damages you forever.

I wish I could go back in time,
when you where just mine.
I'd give anything to hold you again,
to breathe in you're intoxicating scent.

When you walked away and left me,
it was like an unmedicated open heart sugery.
I felt every single little cut,
and I felt every single drip of blood.

You were the light that I gazed upon,
sunshine on my face bringing out my smile.
You were the biggest part of me,
now you're all gone and I'm left empty.

I wish that it was my baby inside you,
and you were still with me.
That you were my wife,
and we were living happily.

I miss you so damn much, you're warm and soft touch.
You were my bestfriend, and all I can say is that I really do love you...