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so. target called me back. i took the drug test on friday. hopefully i passed it. i used the synthetic pee. :) hopefully by next week i'll be working. cross your fingers for me.
i am in love with bean [alec]. he's my brother's room mate. he's super nice && he's going to school to be a cook!!! awesome catch... i would like to say. lol. i slept with him last night. nothing really happened. mostly sleeping. but before he left for work he kissed me goodbye... sooooo does that mean anything? i dunnno! guys are confusing.
why is there NOTHING to do tonight?! i wanna chill with people. kasey is in pendelton... lame. she's starting to ditch me already for her boyfriend. diana is wih kristyn && i wasn't invited. maria is at work && lindsEy is at dinner for her friends b-day. so whyyyyyyy am i not doing anything?
lamies!!!
i need a car. i drove all the way from camp pendelton to el cajon yesterday. most of it was in traffic, but still!!! woooo! i have like 4 hours of driving under my belt. lol. i'm lame. i dunno how i'm going to pay for my driver's test. i'm sure i pissed my dad off today because we were supposed to go to church... eff that. but i never called him to let him know that i wasn't even coming home. hahaha. whoops. so i need to hustle $30 before wednesday... that is, if kasey ever comes off base. fucking gay sauce. i am so pissed that she's ditching me! i mean, cool, you have a bf, but if you make plans, you keep them. i hate when people do the "i have a bf so i don't chill now" thing. shoot me if i'm ever like that.
k. i'm going to go and TRY to amuse myself.
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i am in love with bean [alec]. he's my brother's room mate. he's super nice && he's going to school to be a cook!!! awesome catch... i would like to say. lol. i slept with him last night. nothing really happened. mostly sleeping. but before he left for work he kissed me goodbye... sooooo does that mean anything? i dunnno! guys are confusing.
why is there NOTHING to do tonight?! i wanna chill with people. kasey is in pendelton... lame. she's starting to ditch me already for her boyfriend. diana is wih kristyn && i wasn't invited. maria is at work && lindsEy is at dinner for her friends b-day. so whyyyyyyy am i not doing anything?
lamies!!!
i need a car. i drove all the way from camp pendelton to el cajon yesterday. most of it was in traffic, but still!!! woooo! i have like 4 hours of driving under my belt. lol. i'm lame. i dunno how i'm going to pay for my driver's test. i'm sure i pissed my dad off today because we were supposed to go to church... eff that. but i never called him to let him know that i wasn't even coming home. hahaha. whoops. so i need to hustle $30 before wednesday... that is, if kasey ever comes off base. fucking gay sauce. i am so pissed that she's ditching me! i mean, cool, you have a bf, but if you make plans, you keep them. i hate when people do the "i have a bf so i don't chill now" thing. shoot me if i'm ever like that.
k. i'm going to go and TRY to amuse myself.
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