Mar 29, 2005 09:16
Well...Im very glad the funeral went off so well, I guess all that planning was quite worth it, it was beautiful and she wouldve loved it, of that much I am certain. We suggested to the FBI that there was more info on the net then we were getting from them so they started checking I think...Im very glad they did, and Im also glad they listened to me. I was also a pallbearer...I figured she carried me all my life, the least I could do was carry her to her resting place.
We had an irish wake afterwards at 209 bar in Bemidji...I made my mother in law drive to Jens and home cause I was too drunk, and it was fun to make fun of her driving anyways :) She flew back to LA this morning.
I miss my mom, I wish there was somthing I could do to bring her back, but I know I cant do that so then all that leaves is for me to do what she wouldve wanted me to do, be a good father, husband etc. Some ppl called my mom a hero, to that I just said shes always been my hero.
I <3 you mom,
always and forever,
V