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sometimes life is crappy
I got news that my good friend zach is in jail in az... i also got news that my ex wants to be friends now and have coffie.. im still pissed about all the shit she said to me.. and how after so long it was all just thrown away.. i want my art back and i want to give her my braces on v-day.. i know im a bitch but somepeople deserve that.. sorry to say.. I wrote a letter to her that i will not give to her.. 4 pages but i wrote it with a big pen so really its proably about 3..
I know im pathetic but i swear right now i am so mixed up.. I guess the only thing to do is to be honest.. i made friends and good ones at that.. I started talking to an old best friend and thats good.. i hope we can be good friends again although nothing will be the same and thats a garentee..
Sometimes when the world changes its a great new thing.. other times its crap.. everyone has someone right now.. but me.. im still putting up with my ex and im still not with anyone offically.. yeah it would be great if one person was somewhere elts and all this shit but lets get real.. ok poll time.. how many people think me and him could work out? you all know how much we love eachother yet sometimes its like theres nothing because we arent as close as we would like.. i just have douts and hopes and like i said.. its all mixed up..
I might be moving to seb town.. mabe possiable a new school with that.. hang out with missy and colin more.. run into my ex a bit more... ahhh!! so much happening and yet no one to happen with
my bro is gone and life will never be the same
end it vans god..
I got news that my good friend zach is in jail in az... i also got news that my ex wants to be friends now and have coffie.. im still pissed about all the shit she said to me.. and how after so long it was all just thrown away.. i want my art back and i want to give her my braces on v-day.. i know im a bitch but somepeople deserve that.. sorry to say.. I wrote a letter to her that i will not give to her.. 4 pages but i wrote it with a big pen so really its proably about 3..
I know im pathetic but i swear right now i am so mixed up.. I guess the only thing to do is to be honest.. i made friends and good ones at that.. I started talking to an old best friend and thats good.. i hope we can be good friends again although nothing will be the same and thats a garentee..
Sometimes when the world changes its a great new thing.. other times its crap.. everyone has someone right now.. but me.. im still putting up with my ex and im still not with anyone offically.. yeah it would be great if one person was somewhere elts and all this shit but lets get real.. ok poll time.. how many people think me and him could work out? you all know how much we love eachother yet sometimes its like theres nothing because we arent as close as we would like.. i just have douts and hopes and like i said.. its all mixed up..
I might be moving to seb town.. mabe possiable a new school with that.. hang out with missy and colin more.. run into my ex a bit more... ahhh!! so much happening and yet no one to happen with
my bro is gone and life will never be the same
end it vans god..