But I'm still right here. Giving blood, keeping faith and I'm still right here.

Jan 12, 2006 02:29

*sigh* I'll just keep saying that it's okay when she apoligizes for the hundredth time. I'll say it's okay, then I'll go back to my dorm and cast a silencing charm on my pillow so I can scream into it as loudly as I can. Again. I'm sure I won't exist as soon as her cheating curse-happy fucking boyfriend gets back anyhow.

And I'll still say I understand. But I don't. Not at all. Why is it that I'm never good enough for the girls I want? Is it something I do, something I say wrong? Am I not 'hot' enough? Am I not a good fuck? Is it because I'm not an asshole? Why...?

I went out to Hogsmeade yesterday night and got the tattoo finished. It's awesome. Anyone who wants to get a tat in the future, go to Inky. He's a badass.

I went to the Quidditch game earlier to get my mind off things. I don't know much about the game but I do believe Hufflepuff kicked our ass. Nice work, Acacia. I didn't see you coming off the field so I couldn't congratulate you. It was depressing. :P

Hey... can I talk to you again? I've been having these nightmares, ever since I got hit with that curse... I just can't find any information on if that's normal or not. I thought maybe you'd be able to help.
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