Dec 16, 2004 16:23
Hey ya'll,
I just finished number 6 out of 7 of my exams and I'm waiting for my ride. I took a nap in the lounge couches and Phil woke me up. He wanted to talk. I hadn't talked to him ever since the "incident" so this was a MEGA surprise. He asked how I thought the exam was and how things were. Then he said that he got back together with Melissa. The said that Melissa somehow helped him through the stress of exams and she's not just his girlfriend but his bestfriend. I told him that I understand that Melissa means a lot to him, that the kiss was nothing and I was really sorry about it. I respect her and even though I don't like her, I shouldn't have done what I did. He said it was cool and that we could still be friends. As for the 'spy' he said it makes Melissa feel better about who he hangs out with. I rolled my eyes, and he said that its just the way she is...and that it's not just for me but for all females in the building. He had to catch the bus dashed away.
I thought about what had just happened. I've never been so crazy about someone that I'd be "wipped". Love can make you do crazy things I guess. I was pretty envious just then, but I realized that I was lucky to have good friends at school, AMAZING friends from highschool, and my SUPER family who ROCKS MY WORLD!! I'm so lucky to be in a program that I LOVE! I'm so lucky to have a great job (even though I'm upset I didn't get the FES job)...it's all good. I'm lucky to sleep in a warm bed, with warm food in my tummy, and sexy clothes on my back (lol) and I'm just soo BLESSED to be ME! I'm pretty content even though I may complain sometimes about school, work, and people.... I love being in the sound and furry of LIFE! (Macbeth) tee hee --> Thanks for everyone who has helped me in the last 13 week transition. It's been pretty crazy, but I love it, and I love you.
Welp, I think my ride shall be here shortly. Peace in the Middle East yo (kevin line)