rain sucks.
i love staying home from work on rainy days.
i stayed in bed til like 11, it felt great.
i love sleeping.
i haven't updated in a few days, but some things have certainly changed.
me and pat got back together, but duh who didn't see that coming.
i told him im just not going to take his shit anymore, and he knows that if he starts to act up again im leaving him. he says he wants to be a better boyfriend. and so far he has. it's weird. it seems different this time but alot of things are the same. thursday he took me out to dinner. and i stayed the night which was good because i really missed sleeping with him. and friday i stayed the night too, got really fucked up and slept til like god 4 in the afternoon. i loove staying in bed with him. it's just aahh relaxing. so for the rest of saturday we did nothing but lay in bed and went to the mall for a little while, came back smoked some blunts until we passed out. i really wasn't going to sleep over again cuz i had work and stuff, but when it came time to leave and everyone else was leaving i just.. didn't. and it was okay. like this whole weekend was like a new beginning to our relationship. it was just.. fresh again. sneaking upstairs when nobody noticed, taking up the whole couch, just little things made being together just exciting all over again. yesterday i didn't really plan on seeing him but he came by my house and we got in the hot tub! fun! and then brit and shane came in too! after a while me and pat just layed downstairs until i started falling asleep, he left and i fell asleep on the couch with brit until like 2 and then i actually went to my bed. i didn't go to work today, i hate going on days like this, rainy days are slow days which are cleaning days. i didn't feel like cleaning today. so i went back to sleep and woke up around 11, which was awesome. went to lunch with pat and got high, which again was awesome. ran some errands with brit and kenny, which is always fun. and now im home about to just lay here and do nothing. i want to smoke. but smoking in the rain is no fun. and it's cold. grr.
i'm about to just put on a movie or something. i don't feel like doing much of anything today.
but who does?
i stayed in bed til like 11, it felt great.
i love sleeping.
i haven't updated in a few days, but some things have certainly changed.
me and pat got back together, but duh who didn't see that coming.
i told him im just not going to take his shit anymore, and he knows that if he starts to act up again im leaving him. he says he wants to be a better boyfriend. and so far he has. it's weird. it seems different this time but alot of things are the same. thursday he took me out to dinner. and i stayed the night which was good because i really missed sleeping with him. and friday i stayed the night too, got really fucked up and slept til like god 4 in the afternoon. i loove staying in bed with him. it's just aahh relaxing. so for the rest of saturday we did nothing but lay in bed and went to the mall for a little while, came back smoked some blunts until we passed out. i really wasn't going to sleep over again cuz i had work and stuff, but when it came time to leave and everyone else was leaving i just.. didn't. and it was okay. like this whole weekend was like a new beginning to our relationship. it was just.. fresh again. sneaking upstairs when nobody noticed, taking up the whole couch, just little things made being together just exciting all over again. yesterday i didn't really plan on seeing him but he came by my house and we got in the hot tub! fun! and then brit and shane came in too! after a while me and pat just layed downstairs until i started falling asleep, he left and i fell asleep on the couch with brit until like 2 and then i actually went to my bed. i didn't go to work today, i hate going on days like this, rainy days are slow days which are cleaning days. i didn't feel like cleaning today. so i went back to sleep and woke up around 11, which was awesome. went to lunch with pat and got high, which again was awesome. ran some errands with brit and kenny, which is always fun. and now im home about to just lay here and do nothing. i want to smoke. but smoking in the rain is no fun. and it's cold. grr.
i'm about to just put on a movie or something. i don't feel like doing much of anything today.
but who does?