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i hate mondays.
they should just take monday's out of the week and replace them with another weekend day or something.
anyway.
i'm exhausted.
physically and emotionally.
so me and pat drove around for like an hour last night smoking this blunt and just talking about everything. like everything. i don't know what's going to come of this but i feel alot better than i have in the past week. i love him soo much i just want to be happy and i know i can't be happy without him. he knows this. it just felt really good to let it all be out in the open because we've never talked like that before.
so i don't know what we are, but it's okay. i'm just taking this whole thing one step at a time so i don't fall too hard. seriously, because i know that could happen.
so, im leaving on this good note.
they should just take monday's out of the week and replace them with another weekend day or something.
anyway.
i'm exhausted.
physically and emotionally.
so me and pat drove around for like an hour last night smoking this blunt and just talking about everything. like everything. i don't know what's going to come of this but i feel alot better than i have in the past week. i love him soo much i just want to be happy and i know i can't be happy without him. he knows this. it just felt really good to let it all be out in the open because we've never talked like that before.
so i don't know what we are, but it's okay. i'm just taking this whole thing one step at a time so i don't fall too hard. seriously, because i know that could happen.
so, im leaving on this good note.