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I'm really hating someone right now, and yes, I mean hate, and yes seriously.
They disgust me, I've taken shit for far too long, allowed it to go on, and now I'm done with it...I'm done with him...I'm done.
*Some lyrics from Wake Up by Coheed And Cambria that make sense to me at the moment...
I'm gonna ride this plane out of your life again
I wish that I could stay, but you argue
More than this I wish, you could've seen my face
In backseats staring out, the window
The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up
*Some lyrics from a song that I once thought of before one of the most hardest emotional pains I've ever experienced was exposed...Angel by Amanda Perez
I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries
*This song also makes sense to me aha...You and Your Hand by Pink...
I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
*I literally hate myself for allowing myself to trust in lies...ignorance is not bliss, I've been so unhappy for so long...home truths are the remedy to getting over things, and I'm starting to see that I'm better than you...so go and have your fun, you'll miss my hugs, my kisses and my general warmth towards your flesh...no one else could have given you what I offered you, yet I still wasn't enough...funny eh? Guess you actually do think you are all that...
*There you go by Pink
Please dont come around
Talkin bout that you love me
cause you loved those bitches before me
I dont wanna hear that you adore me
And I know that all youre doin
Is playin your mind games
Dont you know that game beats game
So your best bet is to be straight wit me
So you say you wanna talk, lets talk
If you wont talk, Ill walk
Yeah its like that
I got a new man, hes waitin out back
Now what do you think about that
And when I say Im through, Im through
So basically Im through wit you
Whatcha wanna say?
Had to have it your way, had to play games
Now youre beggin me to stay
*This song makes me think of two people, one because they thought of me as they listened, and the other because now I think of them...and it hurts...
Boiler - Limp Bizkit
Looks like I'm gonna do everything myself
Maybe I could use some help but hell,
You want something done right, you gotta do it yourself
Maybe life is up and down but my life's been (what?)
Till now I crawled up your butt somehow and that's when things got turned around
I used to be alive
Now I feel pathetic and now I get it
What's done is done you just leave it alone and don't regret it
But sometimes, some things turn into dumb things
And that's when you put your foot down.
Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you? (like you)
Why did you have to go and hurt somebody like me? (like me)
How could you do somebody like that? (like that)
Hope you know that I'm never coming back (never coming back)
They disgust me, I've taken shit for far too long, allowed it to go on, and now I'm done with it...I'm done with him...I'm done.
*Some lyrics from Wake Up by Coheed And Cambria that make sense to me at the moment...
I'm gonna ride this plane out of your life again
I wish that I could stay, but you argue
More than this I wish, you could've seen my face
In backseats staring out, the window
The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up
*Some lyrics from a song that I once thought of before one of the most hardest emotional pains I've ever experienced was exposed...Angel by Amanda Perez
I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you, no
And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries
*This song also makes sense to me aha...You and Your Hand by Pink...
I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
*I literally hate myself for allowing myself to trust in lies...ignorance is not bliss, I've been so unhappy for so long...home truths are the remedy to getting over things, and I'm starting to see that I'm better than you...so go and have your fun, you'll miss my hugs, my kisses and my general warmth towards your flesh...no one else could have given you what I offered you, yet I still wasn't enough...funny eh? Guess you actually do think you are all that...
*There you go by Pink
Please dont come around
Talkin bout that you love me
cause you loved those bitches before me
I dont wanna hear that you adore me
And I know that all youre doin
Is playin your mind games
Dont you know that game beats game
So your best bet is to be straight wit me
So you say you wanna talk, lets talk
If you wont talk, Ill walk
Yeah its like that
I got a new man, hes waitin out back
Now what do you think about that
And when I say Im through, Im through
So basically Im through wit you
Whatcha wanna say?
Had to have it your way, had to play games
Now youre beggin me to stay
*This song makes me think of two people, one because they thought of me as they listened, and the other because now I think of them...and it hurts...
Boiler - Limp Bizkit
Looks like I'm gonna do everything myself
Maybe I could use some help but hell,
You want something done right, you gotta do it yourself
Maybe life is up and down but my life's been (what?)
Till now I crawled up your butt somehow and that's when things got turned around
I used to be alive
Now I feel pathetic and now I get it
What's done is done you just leave it alone and don't regret it
But sometimes, some things turn into dumb things
And that's when you put your foot down.
Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you? (like you)
Why did you have to go and hurt somebody like me? (like me)
How could you do somebody like that? (like that)
Hope you know that I'm never coming back (never coming back)