Late Rantings
Well, it's late and I'm very bored so I thought this'll be the best time to post the first LJ entry in a long time. Although now you can't read my old entries because they were really lame and I am embarrassed.
So anyhow, I haven't been able to fall asleep properly in the past few weeks, which is of growing concern to me. Sure, I may have an idea of what's (or who) is causing this little problem, but I am way to stubborn and completely unwilling to compromise to ever solve the issue. And also, it's not ME, it's "it".
And speaking of "it"... Why do I always end up being "the man" in every relationship?? Granted, I'm a bit of a control freak, but that's because people are such squirmy sheep that never do anything or take initiative. I love, no, LOVE people who take control, but I have no patience for them to figure this out and do something. I would gladly follow a competent leader than be one myself, but WHERE ARE THESE PEOPLE?? When I enter the real-world work place environment, I will either kill myself or become the "big boss" because I won't be able to stand the incompetence and inefficiency of management, I just know it. If the world of Dilbert is any indication (and it is) then I'd rather be an archeologist, and sit around in the dirt all day then experience cubicle culture (but this has NOTHING to do with this post). Anyway I think though, that guys should really start stepping up to the plate and planning romantic dates and calling. Is that too much to ask?
And with friends too. Not to point anybody out, but certain people tend to ask me to plan something "exciting" for the gang to do, but all the gang wants to do is sit on the couch, eat pizza, chat, and watch movies (yes, I know, we're oh so wonderfully boring). I would happily plan a trip to the zoo or a museum or a comedy/theater show, but I will be going against the greater wants of the group. And also, if I do decide to plan something elaborate, people will cancel. I guess if I plan a "sit-around" it's not so bad when people don't show up.
It's not like I don't have fun catching up and all, but must I inflict this upon us every single time? Have I become the official just-call-people-and-make-sure-they-show-up call girl?
But then there are those people who go out to parties which I hate and would prefer to do something cultured instead, but to them, going out is getting hammered and end the night vomiting/making out in some smelly bathroom/ally. Ok, fine, they're not all like that... I do fun stuff...
So there was clearly no point to this but since I wrote it I shall post it and my two LJ friends may or may not read it and I will try to fall asleep today.
So anyhow, I haven't been able to fall asleep properly in the past few weeks, which is of growing concern to me. Sure, I may have an idea of what's (or who) is causing this little problem, but I am way to stubborn and completely unwilling to compromise to ever solve the issue. And also, it's not ME, it's "it".
And speaking of "it"... Why do I always end up being "the man" in every relationship?? Granted, I'm a bit of a control freak, but that's because people are such squirmy sheep that never do anything or take initiative. I love, no, LOVE people who take control, but I have no patience for them to figure this out and do something. I would gladly follow a competent leader than be one myself, but WHERE ARE THESE PEOPLE?? When I enter the real-world work place environment, I will either kill myself or become the "big boss" because I won't be able to stand the incompetence and inefficiency of management, I just know it. If the world of Dilbert is any indication (and it is) then I'd rather be an archeologist, and sit around in the dirt all day then experience cubicle culture (but this has NOTHING to do with this post). Anyway I think though, that guys should really start stepping up to the plate and planning romantic dates and calling. Is that too much to ask?
And with friends too. Not to point anybody out, but certain people tend to ask me to plan something "exciting" for the gang to do, but all the gang wants to do is sit on the couch, eat pizza, chat, and watch movies (yes, I know, we're oh so wonderfully boring). I would happily plan a trip to the zoo or a museum or a comedy/theater show, but I will be going against the greater wants of the group. And also, if I do decide to plan something elaborate, people will cancel. I guess if I plan a "sit-around" it's not so bad when people don't show up.
It's not like I don't have fun catching up and all, but must I inflict this upon us every single time? Have I become the official just-call-people-and-make-sure-they-show-up call girl?
But then there are those people who go out to parties which I hate and would prefer to do something cultured instead, but to them, going out is getting hammered and end the night vomiting/making out in some smelly bathroom/ally. Ok, fine, they're not all like that... I do fun stuff...
So there was clearly no point to this but since I wrote it I shall post it and my two LJ friends may or may not read it and I will try to fall asleep today.