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Here we go again. I'll slip into what I use to be. Yay for me!
Maybe, It will get better. I've been thinking it would get better ever since I was 5 years old. But hey! what's eleven years of waiting? I should get it use to it. I really should. I miss my brother a lot right now. Randy would be the one I could go to and cry on and not worry about a damn thing. Looks like that won't be happening until I die. Which I am sure then, I wouldn't have to worry about anything! Go Team!
I get this feeling he doesn't mind this as being as an excuse. I do not blame him though. How could I?
Anyways, School is one big pain in the booty. I can't stand how much homework I get!! It makes it seem pointless to do all the work I do in my classes since I have so much at home!
When I was with my stepmom, Dad, and Christopher (my little brother) we went to the Build-A-Bear Factory. They put this little recorder you can push in the bear's arm that had Chris saying, "I love you Allissa!" It's the cutest thing ever! It's named after Josh's middle name. Woo, Just one more thing to remind me of him. I cuddle it every night and I pray that Chris doesn't have a childhood like I did. Saturday, I spent most of the day with my Mom since Josh was at six flags. I had a great time with her. We were gone for a few hours and had lunch together. Friday night, I just stayed at home, in my room thinking over everything and doing a bit of homework. Of course, I don't need to mention that I was listening to music, because that's my number one habit. I even got to talk to Amanda!! I can't wait until I see her tomorrow night. I miss her tons! I can not wait to see the cake she made me and our camp pictures!
My weekend was going pretty awesome until Sunday night.
Damn, I post long as hell lately! sorry guys <3
Maybe, It will get better. I've been thinking it would get better ever since I was 5 years old. But hey! what's eleven years of waiting? I should get it use to it. I really should. I miss my brother a lot right now. Randy would be the one I could go to and cry on and not worry about a damn thing. Looks like that won't be happening until I die. Which I am sure then, I wouldn't have to worry about anything! Go Team!
I get this feeling he doesn't mind this as being as an excuse. I do not blame him though. How could I?
Anyways, School is one big pain in the booty. I can't stand how much homework I get!! It makes it seem pointless to do all the work I do in my classes since I have so much at home!
When I was with my stepmom, Dad, and Christopher (my little brother) we went to the Build-A-Bear Factory. They put this little recorder you can push in the bear's arm that had Chris saying, "I love you Allissa!" It's the cutest thing ever! It's named after Josh's middle name. Woo, Just one more thing to remind me of him. I cuddle it every night and I pray that Chris doesn't have a childhood like I did. Saturday, I spent most of the day with my Mom since Josh was at six flags. I had a great time with her. We were gone for a few hours and had lunch together. Friday night, I just stayed at home, in my room thinking over everything and doing a bit of homework. Of course, I don't need to mention that I was listening to music, because that's my number one habit. I even got to talk to Amanda!! I can't wait until I see her tomorrow night. I miss her tons! I can not wait to see the cake she made me and our camp pictures!
My weekend was going pretty awesome until Sunday night.
Damn, I post long as hell lately! sorry guys <3