18 days til the big move.....scared to death!!!!!!! everyone at work keeps saying i wont make it past this winter and i will be at home because they dont think i can make it in what they call the real world. fuck them ( Read more... )

got a new tattoo today. its on top of my left foot. a little 4-leaf clover. looks cute with flip flops ( Read more... )

Got home from Cancun 2 days ago. I didnt get as good of pictures as I thought I had. I will post some of them later. 2 months exactly until i move to indy. in cancun my friends were all talking and made bets that i wont last more than one semester away from terre haute. kinda pissed me off, but oh well. you get over it.

my grad party is this sunday. it should be fun. my mom ordered a bounce house and a cotton candy machine. tomorrow heather, ray, ricky and i were all supposed to drive to st louis to go to six flags, but its not open! i was pissed. we were just really going for the road trip but still! we had plans to leave at 3 in the morning and just drive and ( Read more... )

i registered for my classes on friday. i have a pretty easy load my first semester. M,W,F my classes dont start until 10:30 and i am done at 12:30. T, Th my classes start at 8:30 and end at 4:30 so those days will suck, but you will have that. i finally got my first tattoo this week. its a blue and purple peace sign on my left shoulder. i love it ( Read more... )

so i was accepted into marian college! WHoOAHOOO!! i move into my dorm on august 19 and start classes on the 29th! i have known for a week now but havent told any of my friends. tonight i told heather. i gave her a note because i was to scared to hear what she had to say. i mean i can hear it now. im scared to death that i am going to lose a ( Read more... )

Five things that 2004 taught me ( Read more... )

Happy Birtday to me!!! tonight started out shIIIIIIty. ended up pretty good. made a new friend. spent about half the night at a gas station. yippie. too bad my birthday isnt going to end like it did last year.

happy flippin new years everyone. i hate this night. ive come to the conclusion that ill never have a good new years. i missed midnight tonight because i was outside getting in a fight with this kid. the whole night all we all did was argue. i barley got to drink because i was yellin so much. tomorrow better be better! were gettin TrasheD!!!!!

ive come to a sad realization, in the past 18 years, ive never had anyone to kiss at midnight. except for last year but that doesnt count because it was forced kiss on both parties account and it was 10 minutes late! im sad now. i just wanna be loved too!