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Whats happenin!? :) Nothing really here .. im still grounded. I get off the 27th. Daamnn that seems like such a long time away. I feel like im under house arrest .. the only place i go is to school. I was hoping to get some hours in at work but the stupid manager says he doesnt need a phone girl during the week. Thats Dumb.
Ya kno what really erks me?! Okay ever since my dad got this new gf he wants to have NOTHING to do with my mom. It makes me mad just cuz our family has been through so much together and now he still wants to just forget about all that? Well im sorry but i cant forget it all.. and i dont want to. I know i complain about my family and shit .. which i feel like i have reason too, but that doesnt mean i would ever just lose all contact and forget about them. Even though weve never really gotten along weve always had this bond .. the kind where you know that person is going to be there for you through anything. Its not like that anymore. I feel like the little family structure we had has completely been destroyed. It hurts ...
I made a commitment to myself and my mother to have my license by the day i get outta school. That gives me about a month and i know thats PLENTY of time. Hopefully i can get my ass in gear and start taking responsibility and getting the shit done i need to. I dont WHY its so difficult for me and not anyone else. But oh well .. i think ill make it happen this time.
I sure talk alotta shit .. and nothing i ever say actually happens. lol Im such a failure when it comes to responsibility. AHhh someone please help me
Ya kno what really erks me?! Okay ever since my dad got this new gf he wants to have NOTHING to do with my mom. It makes me mad just cuz our family has been through so much together and now he still wants to just forget about all that? Well im sorry but i cant forget it all.. and i dont want to. I know i complain about my family and shit .. which i feel like i have reason too, but that doesnt mean i would ever just lose all contact and forget about them. Even though weve never really gotten along weve always had this bond .. the kind where you know that person is going to be there for you through anything. Its not like that anymore. I feel like the little family structure we had has completely been destroyed. It hurts ...
I made a commitment to myself and my mother to have my license by the day i get outta school. That gives me about a month and i know thats PLENTY of time. Hopefully i can get my ass in gear and start taking responsibility and getting the shit done i need to. I dont WHY its so difficult for me and not anyone else. But oh well .. i think ill make it happen this time.
I sure talk alotta shit .. and nothing i ever say actually happens. lol Im such a failure when it comes to responsibility. AHhh someone please help me