Aug 26, 2003 18:52
the VMAs commercial just came on and i winced when they said "performances by: christina aguilera..."
she's going to be there.. and therefore i'm not.
i called her today. i left a message on her voice mail. i told her i needed to talk to her. i didn't tell her how much i love her and how much i miss her... that would've been hard. it was hard enough to say those few words to her without my voice cracking.. i need her right now.... so bad it hurts.