Aug 26, 2003 16:13
i fucked up. god! WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT? everything was so great and then I had to go and mess it up. that's right folks, i did. what the hell was i thinking?
hannah... *sighs* i don't even know what to say to you. i can't even begin to form words that will make up for what i did.. please, hannah talk to me. come on. you can talk to me. i'm your non-brother. please, han... just talk to me.
edit: i'm not going to the VMAs... tina's going to be there. so... i can't go. i can't bear to look at her... or think of her.. and yet, she's been on my mind since the whole thing happened.
i want to die.