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Aug 04, 2007 23:47

I'm so amused at how she phrased it for me after ennumerating a couple of names.

Lord, I can't concentrate anymore. I just gave up on my Archi readings. I'll finish them when I get everything out of my system right now so that tomorrow I can focus on 131.

Although I'd much rather be focusing on something else at the moment.

I didn't try hard enough. That's pretty much it. They say that where there's a will there's a way and now that line is so ample for me. I regret not trying harder.

Murphy's Law would state that my hopefulness would lead to nothing but a botched up plan, but then as life really goes, you never know till you've tried. I lost my chance, and all I have now are regrets.

I seriously contemplated calling her up. But my psychic powers told me she was still in the company of several people, so I chose to do otherwise.

Truth is though, I'm writing away my thoughts and apprehensions so that if ever I do call up later I'll be a little more coherent. I'm just writing away the time for a moment when I feel she'll be alone.

Although I'd much rather be there in person, lose all inhibitions, and then just ask her to take a walk with me.

I miss doing that.

I want to do it with her. Take a walk and get lost in random conversations about anything and everything.

Trying to make optimism kick in, I think of the wise words a friend of mine imparted. Positive thinking. There will be other opportunities.

I pray to the heavens and whatever higher being there is that I do get another chance.

Listening to the drops patter outside on the driveway, I'd dance in the rain if I knew it could wash all this pain away.

talk, walk, heart, rambling, rantage, thoughts

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