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At Chantelle's house right now.
Just finished a latte and coffee cake and now we're just relaxing and listening to Christmas music.
Chantelle's new version of Winter Wonderland:
He'll say are you married
We'll say no, now fuck off
Lol. She just made us pieces of paper with the date and time and what we were doing. And a time when we are both going to listen to a particular Christmas song on Christmas day...Awww. She just told me what she does on Christmas. All of her mom's side of the family come to stay and they have lots of food and Christmas decorations everywhere, and a fire...in a fireplace! I kinda really want to stay for Christmas. I haven't booked my flight home yet, so its a possibility.
I've been thinking a lot. I kinda want to stay here...LOL. I know...I'm pathetic. I can't make up my mind about anything. I realize that I can't actually stay. My parents would kill me and I'd probably just end up changing my mind again, only the next time, it'll be too late. But Chantelle was talking about how spring semester is so much better than first semester. And everyone sits out and has lunch out on the grass in the sun. And rag week...Awww I'm gonna miss out.
Even though I'm not gonna stay, I think its good that I kind of want to. It means that even though I've been having a hard time here and things are completely different from what they were, I still want to try it out. I mean, its basically me and Chantelle, but I think it would be worth it. I love coming home to her house and I'm really sad that I'm gonna miss out on that for the rest of the year. And her mom brought me to this pub today and it just had such a great atmosphere, and good chips! I'm really gonna miss it. I confuse myself, but I know what I have to do.
I had a dream the other night and it was nice. Ohhh how I love to dream. If only it were true..Haha. But in the end, life goes on and you gotta live it up!
Just finished a latte and coffee cake and now we're just relaxing and listening to Christmas music.
Chantelle's new version of Winter Wonderland:
He'll say are you married
We'll say no, now fuck off
Lol. She just made us pieces of paper with the date and time and what we were doing. And a time when we are both going to listen to a particular Christmas song on Christmas day...Awww. She just told me what she does on Christmas. All of her mom's side of the family come to stay and they have lots of food and Christmas decorations everywhere, and a fire...in a fireplace! I kinda really want to stay for Christmas. I haven't booked my flight home yet, so its a possibility.
I've been thinking a lot. I kinda want to stay here...LOL. I know...I'm pathetic. I can't make up my mind about anything. I realize that I can't actually stay. My parents would kill me and I'd probably just end up changing my mind again, only the next time, it'll be too late. But Chantelle was talking about how spring semester is so much better than first semester. And everyone sits out and has lunch out on the grass in the sun. And rag week...Awww I'm gonna miss out.
Even though I'm not gonna stay, I think its good that I kind of want to. It means that even though I've been having a hard time here and things are completely different from what they were, I still want to try it out. I mean, its basically me and Chantelle, but I think it would be worth it. I love coming home to her house and I'm really sad that I'm gonna miss out on that for the rest of the year. And her mom brought me to this pub today and it just had such a great atmosphere, and good chips! I'm really gonna miss it. I confuse myself, but I know what I have to do.
I had a dream the other night and it was nice. Ohhh how I love to dream. If only it were true..Haha. But in the end, life goes on and you gotta live it up!