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Things are better. I mean, nothings changed, but I guess today is just one of those good days when my mind is just like "get over it, you don't really have a problem." I'm just afraid that this feeling won't last. I think part of it is the fact that I have this awesome music guiding me. I've been listening to the new Jet cd (thanks to Rox) pretty much non-stop. I have a feeling that my housemates are getting sick of Jet and me..Haha. But as much as I wouldn't think that an all guys rock band from Australia could actually write lyrics that portray what I'm feeling, that's exactly what they do. Right now, I'm feeling like
Well I been thinking 'bout the future
But I'm too young to pretend
It's such a waste to always look behind you
Should be lookin' straight ahead
10.34: Flinders Street Station
I'm lookin' down the tracks
Uniformed man askin' am I paid up
Why would I wanna be that?
Yeah gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah it's hard
If you had have only seen
Take control
Don't be afraid of me
'Cause every once in a while
You think about if your gonna get yourself together
You should be happy just to be alive
And just because you just don't feel like comin' home
Don't mean that you'll never arrive
Yeah gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah it's hard
If you had have only seen
Take control
Don't be afraid of me
I'm thinking about going on that lemon cleanse thing, where you just drink this mix of lemonade, maple syrup, water and cayenne pepper for 10 days. I wanna see if I can do it. But I doubt I'll be able to find real maple syrup here and technically I'm supposed to have freshly squeezed lemons, which probably isn't going to work out either...Oh well, I'll give it a try.
Chantelle and I are going to watch the new LOST tonight (well new for me, anyway. Thanks Bly!) Of course, I didn't tell her that I was too impatient to wait for her, and have, in fact, already watched it. Wow...Things are getting pretty weird, but its still amazing!
UNH is looking like a pretty bleak situation. Apparently they haven't got either my high school or college transcript yet, even though we sent them out last week. So I don't know if they got lost in the mail, or what, but the deadline is October 15th, and that's approaching pretty quickly..But my dad just informed me that since I'm getting my stuff in, that deadline doesn't actually apply to me, so yay!
Anyway, I've decided to stay in New Hampshire at least until I finish my undergraduate studies. I'm sick of moving around and I don't really like the way classes are taught here. I feel like I'm not really learning much. I mean, I pay full attention in lectures, but I need more than that. I can't fully comprehend information that I've been told once in an hour long lecture taught through power point. And I wanna stick around long enough to make friends that I can keep.
Anyway, I'm gonna get back to working.
Well I been thinking 'bout the future
But I'm too young to pretend
It's such a waste to always look behind you
Should be lookin' straight ahead
10.34: Flinders Street Station
I'm lookin' down the tracks
Uniformed man askin' am I paid up
Why would I wanna be that?
Yeah gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah it's hard
If you had have only seen
Take control
Don't be afraid of me
'Cause every once in a while
You think about if your gonna get yourself together
You should be happy just to be alive
And just because you just don't feel like comin' home
Don't mean that you'll never arrive
Yeah gonna have to move on
Before we meet again
Yeah it's hard
If you had have only seen
Take control
Don't be afraid of me
I'm thinking about going on that lemon cleanse thing, where you just drink this mix of lemonade, maple syrup, water and cayenne pepper for 10 days. I wanna see if I can do it. But I doubt I'll be able to find real maple syrup here and technically I'm supposed to have freshly squeezed lemons, which probably isn't going to work out either...Oh well, I'll give it a try.
Chantelle and I are going to watch the new LOST tonight (well new for me, anyway. Thanks Bly!) Of course, I didn't tell her that I was too impatient to wait for her, and have, in fact, already watched it. Wow...Things are getting pretty weird, but its still amazing!
UNH is looking like a pretty bleak situation. Apparently they haven't got either my high school or college transcript yet, even though we sent them out last week. So I don't know if they got lost in the mail, or what, but the deadline is October 15th, and that's approaching pretty quickly..But my dad just informed me that since I'm getting my stuff in, that deadline doesn't actually apply to me, so yay!
Anyway, I've decided to stay in New Hampshire at least until I finish my undergraduate studies. I'm sick of moving around and I don't really like the way classes are taught here. I feel like I'm not really learning much. I mean, I pay full attention in lectures, but I need more than that. I can't fully comprehend information that I've been told once in an hour long lecture taught through power point. And I wanna stick around long enough to make friends that I can keep.
Anyway, I'm gonna get back to working.